*nowplaying: Panic! At The Disco – Always*
Know what, han? Saking maksimalnya sayangku ke kamu ngejadiin aku nggak sadar kalo kamu itu cewek. Aku nggak pernah mikir segimana manisnya kamu, segimana seksinya kamu atau apaanlah yg mikirnya cuman pake nafsu. Karena semua birahiku itu ketutup rasa sayang yg berlebihan buat kamu. Jadinya kayak 50% kasih sayang sana 50% cinta. Tanpa nafsu. Nggak tau apa kamu beneran nggak pernah suka sama aku apa gimana tapi 1 yg aku yakinin beneran. You feel it too, you feel the love that I’d share to you. However you said that you don’t ever like me or anything, but I know that. Your eyes, your body languages never tell lies. And I can see it, deeply. Setiap kamu ngeliat aku di sekolah kayak ada perasaan kamu mikir gini, “Bisa-bisanya aku bohongin hatiku sendiri..” Yap, sok tau emang. Aku emang nggak bisa baca pikiran orang tapi aku yakinin itu. Kamu ngerasain “sesuatu” yg aku bagi ke kamu. Cinta (bukan d’Bajinguk) dan kasih sayang.
So what should I do now? Lie to my heart? Just like you? Nope. I will keep my love for you until I found another better girl outside there. Thus, share it with her too. But, if I don’t find another better girl I prefer just take my love for you to the deepest and darkest place in my heart. Then lock it inside a box so no one can see it.
Keep this words, “If you make a boy falling in love to you, you make him will never ever forget you too. That’s a normal packet.” Quote ini bener banget. Soalnya aku nggak bakalan pernah ngelupain kamu. Karena, aku nggak bisa. Karena, perasaanku udah nyelem kedaleman. Because, I fell in love to you at the first sight. Damn, it’s so hard to explain my feel to you. Emm.. here, in short “I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW”. That’s it.
I hope.. Nope, my deepest heart’s do hope that you’ll read this one. So you can understand my feel, I wrote all the truth here. No lies.
NB: I know you hard to understand English haha, joking. Maybe you can ask your friends to translate this by the way.
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