Lyrics Done!

And here, another lyrics that I've done. Another fucking love song. It called "It's So Funny and Neither You Can Do".




I’m not suppose to be sad of little problem.

Because here so many way to escaping.

I will sailing all the seas to find up what I want.

And so what the hell I suppose to do?

Love, if you are a man I will stay away from you.

Now go fuck yourself and let me see.

I never got involved with live laws.

And here what the hell that I could change?

Little bit, little bit of fantasy.

Money for cigarettes and I’ll run away.

Reff:

Wo oh, I wont scrambling a taste of victory in a black hole.

I’ll go back to my live and starts to sing some songs.

And my live directions, were stucked into a deep water.

And much more I wont start thingking about it again.

There’s a big scene that tell so much lies around it.

It’s so damn hard to find out place where I could be free.

Like a street artist that do a really great live drama.

So the ministry will not get involve into that mime.

Little bit, bit of fanstasy.

Of imaginary friends take you to live.

Reff:

Wo oh, I wont scrambling a taste of victory in a black hole.

I’ll go back to my live and starts to sing some songs.

And my live directions, were stucked into a deep water.

And much more I wont start thingking about it again.

Band Project

My friends and I gonna make a pop band, it'll calls "Sparkling At The Temple". And I'd write a song, this called "Love in A Better Judgement". Here it goes,

I saw birds flying all over the ground.

It’s been so long time ago,

When I knew love was my mother’s activities.

Was it right? Not at all.

Now love has changed,

It’s not just a song to be sing.

It’s not a feel that always be a wrong sense of all.

But love is quietly a heart breaker.

Reff:

So love, please don’t spinning around my ear.

I just need to be alone at this time.

Because you succesfully broke my heart.

By a sweety metal chick.

In past, we can play with our own heart.

But now,

Have you even forget someone who you love much?

No.. You can’t

Now love has changed,

It’s not just a song to be sing.

It’s not a feel that always make a wrong sense.

Now love, break your heart.

Wo oah oh oah oh oh.

Wo oh oh oh oh oh oh uh.

Reff:

So love, please don’t spinning around my ear.

I just need to be alone at this time.

Because you succesfully broke my heart.

By a sweety metal chick.

So love,

Did it exciting to break people’s hearts?

It's not really great, but we're gonna try to making up this song. We'll see.

I Share Love to You, Not A Negative Thing

*nowplaying: Panic! At The Disco – Always*

Know what, han? Saking maksimalnya sayangku ke kamu ngejadiin aku nggak sadar kalo kamu itu cewek. Aku nggak pernah mikir segimana manisnya kamu, segimana seksinya kamu atau apaanlah yg mikirnya cuman pake nafsu. Karena semua birahiku itu ketutup rasa sayang yg berlebihan buat kamu. Jadinya kayak 50% kasih sayang sana 50% cinta. Tanpa nafsu. Nggak tau apa kamu beneran nggak pernah suka sama aku apa gimana tapi 1 yg aku yakinin beneran. You feel it too, you feel the love that I’d share to you. However you said that you don’t ever like me or anything, but I know that. Your eyes, your body languages never tell lies. And I can see it, deeply. Setiap kamu ngeliat aku di sekolah kayak ada perasaan kamu mikir gini, “Bisa-bisanya aku bohongin hatiku sendiri..” Yap, sok tau emang. Aku emang nggak bisa baca pikiran orang tapi aku yakinin itu. Kamu ngerasain “sesuatu” yg aku bagi ke kamu. Cinta (bukan d’Bajinguk) dan kasih sayang.

So what should I do now? Lie to my heart? Just like you? Nope. I will keep my love for you until I found another better girl outside there. Thus, share it with her too. But, if I don’t find another better girl I prefer just take my love for you to the deepest and darkest place in my heart. Then lock it inside a box so no one can see it.

Keep this words, “If you make a boy falling in love to you, you make him will never ever forget you too. That’s a normal packet.” Quote ini bener banget. Soalnya aku nggak bakalan pernah ngelupain kamu. Karena, aku nggak bisa. Karena, perasaanku udah nyelem kedaleman. Because, I fell in love to you at the first sight. Damn, it’s so hard to explain my feel to you. Emm.. here, in short “I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW”. That’s it.

I hope.. Nope, my deepest heart’s do hope that you’ll read this one. So you can understand my feel, I wrote all the truth here. No lies.

NB: I know you hard to understand English haha, joking. Maybe you can ask your friends to translate this by the way.

Kaleidoscope Eyes

"When your chips are down,

And your drinks are all gone,

I'll still be here,

Wishing and waiting for you to come home.."

It's Really Hard to Forget You

I keep on trying to forget you. I'm trying, trying all the best but I can't. I'm trying to get away from you but it's just really hard, we're studying at the same school. I can't stop my love for you. My feel is just too deep for you, more than you will ever know. I don't know what I would like to write here, I think I just want to say thanks. Thanks for being chatty again to me, appreciate it so much. And thank you so much for gave me your charmful smile again. You know? I absolutely miss that so bad haha. And btw thanks again for make me smile a lot again. You made my day! Thank you!

Last Post for A Girl With Headkerchief

I love you no more now. Because I know love you with all my faith just wasting my time. So thanks for make me so happy for a moment even you've hurts me after all. Good bye, see you again in Hell.

Kebingunganku Terhadap Gaya Pacaran Anak Muda Jaman Sekarang

Aku masih bingung banget sama gaya pacaran orang-orang yg berlebihan gitu. Yang sayang-sayangannya berlebihan juga gitu. Sampe ada yg relationship status di Facebooknya “Married with..” apa-apaan coba? Masih seumuran Dora status di Facebooknya gitu? Demi apa ya.. Kalian berlebihan! Coba liatin mana surat nikah kalian, mana ada penghulu yg mau nikahin anak dibawah umur gitu!?

Emang kalo gaya pacaran kalian kayak gitu kalian bakalan bareng terus selamanya gitu? Rak ya. Dari dulu aku nggak pernah percaya sama kata “selamanya”. Kalo menurutku sendiri “selamanya” itu artinya kekal, dan kekal itu nggak ada. Kecuali Allah ya. Jadi kalo kalian percaya sama kata “selamanya” berati kalian musyrik #mutuskedewe. Iya, penghakiman emang. Tapi, kalian percaya aja gitu kalo kalian bakalan bareng sama dia selamanya? Sampe ada yg bikin kaos couple segala gitu, yg tulisannya “She is Mine” trus yg cewek “His money’s is mine”. Eh enggak, yg cewek “He is mine”. Demi cinta belalang sembah, emang kalo kalian udah bikin kaos couple gitu kalian bakalan jadi 1 selamanya gitu? Rak bakalan, su! Trus gimana coba kalo suatu saat ntar kalian putus di tengah jalan? Tu kaos couplenya mau diapain? Diganti gitu tulisannya jadi “She was mine”? Apa “She is such a liar, now” gitu? Pasti kalian yg ngiranya bakalan bareng selamanya gitu bakalan jadi benci sebenci bencinya. Kamu bakalan phobia sama yg namanya dia. Siapa itu dia? Coba tanya aja sama guru Bahasa Indonesia di sekolah kalian, beliau pasti kenal.

Sering banget aku ngeliat di mall gitu ada pasangan yg berlebihan. Pake kaos couple kembaran kayak hadiah kaos dari partai dipake bareng. Setauku kaos dari partai itu dipake pas buat mau macul, bukan ke emoll trus dibuat kaos couplean gitu. Gandengan tangan teruuuuus nggak bisa lepas mungkin, cacat gandeng dari sananya. Bahkan yg lebih parahnya mereka cipokan gitu di depan umum, ini motivasinya dimana coba mereka ini? Untung aja mereka cuman iklan gambar di salah 1 outlet di mall itu. Kalo kejadian bener mereka pasti nggak punya adat. Udah kayak kambing aja berani-beraninya ngeseks di atas mobil kap kebuka pas lagi di jalan raya. Udah tititnya kecil pink panjang, tumpak-tumpakan, ngembek sisan. Orang-orang yg berani kayak gitu di depan umum pasti punya nyali segede kambing.

Tapi aku juga pernah ding sayang sama orang sesayang sayangnya. Untung aja nggak jadi jadian. Kalo kita jadian bener mungkin nyaliku bakalan segede kambing. Mbeeek..

NB: Dia itu kata ganti orang ke-2